Khamis, 8 Julai 2010

cup cakes for my beloved daughter

Tanggal 080709 adalah tarikh lahir my baby and dis year genap umurnya 1 thn. Dalam meraikan ulgthn kelahirannya yg pertama, i'm still here in egypt. Perasaanku xdpt bohong yg ak sgt2 sedih ttpi ak tetap nk buat mjlis hri jdi tuk babyku, even org kate ak xbetul ke apa ke,bgku,prasaanku puas dpt buat cup cakes yg comel n jemput org dtg umh,wat makan2...

Actually i dont have many friends here so ak jmput je sape2 bg meriahkan mjlis..i did all for my baby,wanna show to her that i really miss her and never forget her birthday even she's not here with me..

On her birthday, i make cup cakes, i wrote her name on each cup cakes and make a banner  with ballons and bufday hat..i never care what's people say bout me..and my hubby sentiasa sokong pe yg ak buat, he very know my situation and alwiz support what i do..a.k.a understand husband

On that day, i only show to my baby her party on Yahoo Mesengger..i,hubby and baby on webcam. When i saw my baby, xtertahan prasaan sedih, sungguh meruntun naluri keibuaanku tatkala melihat mukanya yg sayu. i know she's missing me..maybe she ask me " umi,bila nak balik ni...lamanya umi kat sana,Qurratul Ain rindu sgt2...please forgive me my dear...umi xdpt nak balik skrg jumpa baby, i have many thing to do here before i leave egypt.