Alhamdulillah selesai sudah imtihan syahadah yg ditunggu2 dgn penuh debaran...bersyukur pdMu Ya Allah krn peluang ini. Peluang untk diri ini menggengam segulung ijazah dr Azhar. kadang-kadang seakan xpercaya,bolehkah aku?mampukah aku? tetapi aku kenal apa itu TAWAKAL....
Never give up from Rahmat Allah, i alwiz keep this word in my heart,trust Allah and Allah will give what u want..Thanks Allah for giving me chance,a gold chance like this.2 years ago,i ask to Allah, i want marry someone i like and i love,so He gave me and i was married.Last year, i ask Allah, i wanna a kid,so He gave me a beautiful daughter,Subhanallah...she's really cute..so thankful to Allah,Alhamdulillah..
And now, i ask to my Lord Allah to get degree in my study here. Diri ini mengharapkan kejayaan dan kerahmatan dr Allah. Siang n malam ak meminta pd Nya Rabbul Alamin agar kurniakan ak najah kabir fil imtihan...kejayaan ini bkn untuk aku tetapi to my beloved husband n my daughter. Praise to Allah, my hubby really understand me.He's very supporting husband,perpisahan sementara selama 5 bulan..dalam waktu sepanjg dan selama itu,pelbagai perasaan yg melanda kami..tetapi kami tetap yakin Innallha Ma'as Sobirin..Aku penah putus asa dan mahu segera pulang ke Malaysia krn tdk tahan menanggung rindu,setiap hari menitiskan air mata,terngiang2 di telinga tangisan bayiku,gelak ketawa bayiku,sungguh aku tdk tahan dgn semua tu.Aku merayu pd hubby,aku ingin pulang..He said to me,bersabar my dear,i know how u fell but u must know this is ur dream and ur future..dont be sad becoz Allah alwiz be with u...ini pengorbanan kita syg,kita mesti kuat..Insya Allah everything is alright,abg sentisa menyokong syg dan berdoa untk syg..yg pntg concentrate ur study and study hard,very hard..Yes, he alwiz right.i know and must Redho..sometimes i fell better die than be gona missing him and my baby..i'm going crazy..arghhhhh
